Thursday, January 8, 2009

A Smidgen of Hope

I recently found out some REALLY good news! I’m hoping this is God, ending His temper tantrum he’s throwing with us three VM’s!! LOL
I’m wondering if it was my sudden realization about what He’s doing and how he’s teaching me (well, US). I realized that He’s teaching me unconditional love: in the form of forgiveness and patience.
The more the baby thing goes on the more I wonder if WE really need and want one. I know I’ve dreamt of having kids. And since I’ve met Chris, I would find it an honor that even a smidgen of him would let/want me to carry his child. But no news so far....
I’m just second guessing so many things right now….
OK, enough about me – Maybe all of this is God’s way of saying “Hey! You! Learn some stuff!”
Christian got a job!I’m ecstatic for her! She started today and I hope it goes well!I CANNOT wait for a girl’s night!
I’m hoping Chris and I can get this baby thing figured out, but in the mean time, I hope Steve is able to find something that keeps his heart, soul and hands busy!
…Still looking for answers….

2 comments:

Lauren Faiai said...

Dang, Kelly. This was deep! And a huge encouragement to me. I truly believe that most of the time, when we want something SO BAD, we only get it when we let go of wanting it. Does that make sense? That's how I feel about our money/job situation right now. I'm so obsessive over money sometimes, and I think until I get over that and just trust that God is gonna take care of me, I'll continue to struggle with it. Anyway, thanks for this perspective this morning. I love you. Wish I could hug you!

Kelly Moments said...

I agree - you attempt to set aside yoru problems and suddenly He fixes it! I wish you could hug me too, I've been needing them lately. God and Steve will both take care of you - set your worries aside! Sometimes I forget how alike you and I are in this aspect. Remember I love you and I miss you - work has blocked Twitter... :( MUAH!